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How To Be A Hero (Thoughts from Kevin)

Thursday, December 10th, 2009

I just loved learning about the origins of these famous super heroes from Kevin Eng, our teammate who is raising support up in Rochester (please remember to keep him in your prayers!). So I’m reposting his thoughts from his own blog which is here: http://epiceng.wordpress.com/2009/12/09/how-to-be-a-hero/#comment-28
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How To Be A Hero

December 9, 2009 in personal thoughts

The Epic Conference is an annual event where we gather students from Epic Movements around the country to share in worship, vision, and fellowship. More information about the Epic conference can be found on the website: http://epicconference.epicmovement.com/

The theme for the Epic Conference this year is “Hero.” This conference will be about how we can boldly be heroes and be used by God. Ever since I was young I have had a deep love for comic book super heroes. Part of me still wishes I could be a super hero. But in the Christian life, being a hero is much different than the way it is defined in the comics.

I would like to take a look at five super hero origins and how they illustrate some misconceptions of the Christian life.

The Flash: When a lightning bolt hit some chemicals in a police lab Barry Allen became The Flash. Sometimes in the Christian life it can be tempting to ask God for an easy fix. With the power and suddenness of a bolt of lightning God could change my situation. He could make life better for me. He could take away the issues in my life. But the Christian life is not found in instant fixes. Though God can change a situation in an instant, in his sovereignty He chooses to refine us over time instead.

Green Lantern: Hal Jordan was chosen as one worthy to be a member of the Green Lantern Corps. Sometimes in the Christian life it can be tempting to think that God has chosen me because of my abilities or character. But it is not based on anything of my own. Because it is grace that saves not works (Eph 2:8-9). But beyond salvation it is God’s will and His mercy for Him choosing me to serve, not my qualifications of ability or character.

Wonder Woman: Wonder Woman competed and won a competition of strength and intellect against the other Amazonian women to become an ambassador to mankind. Sometimes in the Christian life it can be tempting to try to compete for God’s favor or even compete to be the best. Often our competitive nature can creep back into our Christian lives. There is danger in comparing ourselves to others. It is God who gifts us according to His will.

Superman: Superman gains his power from the yellow sun but is guided by the morals of his upbringing. Sometimes in the Christian life it can be tempting to try to become morally perfect. Just as Superman is often labeled a ‘Boy Scout” Christians are often labeled for their choices on morality. But a Christian should never think that a firm stance on morals can set them right with God. For it is only in Christ that we are made right before God.

Batman: Years of training, devotion, and dedication made Bruce Wayne into Batman. Sometimes in the Christian life it can be tempting to try to make it all about hard work and dedication. Christianity can turn into legalism as faith becomes external and performance driven. God’s desire is for us to bring our whole heart to Him, not hide it behind a wall of performance.

So, how then shall we live to become a Hero for God? The power for a Christian does not come from lightning, a green ring, Greek mythology, the sun, or even years of dedication. The power for a Christian comes from the Holy Spirit. God’s presence in the believer to comfort us in hard times, to refine us and mold our character, to empower us to use our gifts for the kingdom, to convict us of sin and lead us to repentance, to guide us in how to live, and to call us to come closer to Him.

FYI: An update to the Deadly Viper/Asian American controversy

Thursday, November 5th, 2009

FYI The Deadly Viper blog just posted an update on their conversation with leaders in the Asian American Christian community. I’m encouraged. http://www.deadlyviper.org/blog/?p=1975

Quick response to Deadly Viper & Asian American controversy

Thursday, November 5th, 2009

I’m fascinated by the discussion going around the blogosphere regarding the marketing of “Deadly Viper: Character Assassins”, a book apparently about Christian leadership. You wouldn’t be able to tell that from the dragon emblazoned on it’s cover, the Asian characters printed by the title, or the subtitle: “A Kung Fu Survival Guide for Life and Leadership”. I’m sure the authors of the book had no idea that their innocently packaged book of positive and potentially life-changing truths would offend so many. If you haven’t gotten around to following the discussion, I totally recommend it. I personally learned about it starting from Pastor Drew Hyun’s blog: http://drewhyun.wordpress.com/ [Side note: Pastor Drew will be speaking for our Epic East Coast Conference...very exciting!]

What intrigues me about this conversation are people’s responses to the basic statement, “your portrayal of my culture offends/upsets me.” These responses have ranged from “why are you offended? can’t you take a joke?” or “you should feel honored that they’re using your culture to promote such great values.” The most interesting response is, “Well, I’m Asian, and I’m not offended, so you shouldn’t feel offended either.”

It makes me think about the verse, “But God has combined the members of the body and has given greater honor to the parts that lacked it, so that there should be no division in the body, but that its parts should have equal concern for each other. If one part suffers, every part suffers with it; if one part is honored, every part rejoices with it.” (1 Cor. 12:24-26)

If one part of the body considers something hurtful or humiliating, shouldn’t the whole body make every effort to understand why and corrrect it? I’m sure that the writers and publisher of this book have learned a lot through this conversation. Hopefully they’ll be able to present their message in a more culturally-aware and sensitive manner.

As for the authors, I’m sure they have suffered much from all the angry, sarcastic, mean and unloving responses posted on blogs, FaceBook, and Twitter. For that, we need to apologize (which many have already). Let’s suffer with each other, and honor each other….I pray we may quickly rejoice with each other too as we see our culture begin changing for good.

Two Intersections

Tuesday, September 22nd, 2009

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After a stimulating small group discussion at Hunter College, I walked by a homeless woman on the way to our ministry’s offices. What struck me about this woman was that she was reading a Bible. Curious, and wondering if I could offer her any resources from the various shelters and kitchens that serve our city’s underserved, I approached her and asked what part of the Bible she was reading.

She glared at me: “No.”

Obviously, I was an unwelcome intrusion in her reading. I left – but not before sneaking a glance at her Bible. It was open to the book of Judges, chapter 7.

I’m not sure what she was getting out of her reading, but I hope it was good.

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Later on, in the subway, an Asian American girl asked me for directions to 23rd Street. Asking for directions isn’t unusual here, but what made this stand out to me was that she deliberately didn’t ask any of the other people (none of them Asian) who walked by her before I did: she waited to ask me, another Asian American woman.

Why did she ask me? Why not any of the four people who passed her just before I did?

It got me thinking: in a place as tensely diverse as New York City, people are naturally going to gravitate toward communities where they feel most comfortable – and that often implies groups of people with the same or similar cultural background. The more you feel understood, (and the less you have to explain about yourself), the more you feel at home. Maybe that’s why we have such distinct ethnic communities in the city.

What implications does this have for us, as we seek to give every person a chance to hear and respond to the story of Jesus?

Here’s what I think. Of course, limiting a Christian group to people of only a certain background is silly: we’d miss out on learning from and experiencing the true fullness of the community of believers. It would also be not very politically correct… not that our goal is to be P.C. On the other hand, striving for cultural diversity in a Christian group is nice – and certainly a reflection of what it will be like in heaven – but it won’t necessarily make the Gospel story hit home the way it needs to in order for lives to be radically changed from the inside out.

Instead, we need both aspects: a contextualized (not watered-down) Gospel message that a culture really understands and is transformed by, concurrent with a vision for moving beyond cultural boundaries to share the message with those who haven’t yet heard.

Thoughts? Ideas? Opinions? Let’s hear ‘em.

“Cultural reality” on the college campus

Sunday, September 6th, 2009

This video might be old to some, but it is new to me.  It was produced by a professor and his Intro to Cultural Anthropology class at Kansas State University.  He shares his thoughts about the video here.

It’s worth the 5mins to watch what the class’ opinion of what it’s like to be a student today (filmed in 2007).  Take the facts with a grain of salt (small sample set in middle America) but I feel this campus culture is a close enough representation of reality.

Any comments or thoughts?

West Meets East

Friday, August 21st, 2009

We are finally back in the city and revving up for the start of a new semester. This is always my favorite time of year. I’m excited to meet the freshmen and see what God will do this semester!

We recently returned from our NYC metro team staff retreat. It was somewhat sad that our team was so small. Usually, our staff retreats have at least 15 people attending. But with people still raising support, others leaving the city for various reasons, and babies on the way (this is an exciting reason!) we only had 10 of us there. It was humbling for us to consider our scope (1.5 million students!) and the size of our team. But I am believing that God is going to use us to show His glory and help reap a great harvest of souls. Please pray earnestly with us for God to intervene!

One good thing that came out of the intimate size of our group was that I definitely felt a community and camaraderie that I never experienced before in all the 4 years I’ve served in the city. Part of the reason was the size, of course, and the fact that most of us were “veterans.” But I also think that part of the reason is that more than half of us there were Epic staff. Asian Americans tend to naturally be community-minded and want to hear from everyone in the group. A couple of us even shared how we felt like we got to know everyone in the group a lot more after our staff retreat. What a blessing!

All this to say: I am really interested to see the dynamics of the team now that a majority of us are Asian Americans. Will we step up and let our thoughts and ideas be heard in our weekly staff meetings? (We tend to be the quietest on the team!) Will we be given more leadership roles? (I can see that happening already) Will we be more direct when wanting to communicate an opinion that goes against the “louder voice”? I guess you’ll have to stay tuned to find out.

Which reminded me of this awesome designer (Yang Liu) who created all these different images representing Eastern and Western culture. Some of my favorites (from http://mountainrunner.us/2008/01/differences_between_eastern_an.html) are very true for my team:

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Handling of Problems

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Check out Yang Liu’s website (www.yangliudesign.com) to find out more about her “Ost trifft West” (East Meets West) exhibit.


Epic Staff Family

Friday, August 14th, 2009
Epic Staff Family - CSU 2009

Epic Staff Family - CSU 2009

Please pray for God’s grace to be upon us as we work, minister, and live with Him this coming year. Thanks!

Hello from Colorado!

Wednesday, July 22nd, 2009

Hello from Fort Collins, CO! We just finished the Epic National Staff Conference portion of our time here. It is so encouraging to gather as an Epic family to celebrate what God has done this past year, and be challenged to serve with faith and boldness from our national leaders. Some highlights:

* Hearing the history of the Epic Movement: how it started with 4 staff and has grown to about 70 (including interns), how it was almost called GenerAsian, and how Tommy Dyo joined to become our first Epic Movement National Director.

* Hearing the mission, dreams, plans and possibilities ahead

* Getting into working groups to strategically plan for topics like, “How can Epic bring the gospel effectively to lost students in the Asian-American community?”, “How can Epic develop and empower Asian American women in leadership?” and ” How can Epic mobilize laborers for humanitarian ministry and justice issues and integrate Epic’s mission with these other significant Kindom callings?”

* Being reminded that our mission is: “Mobilizing the untapped to the unreached.”

One thing that strikes out to me about this conference is how everyone demonstrated incredible transparency. Tommy Dyo talked about his “rats and trash” theology: how if we have trash (sin) in our life, rats (consequences of sin) will naturally follow. Take out the trash, and the rats will slowly go away. I really appreciated how many people openly shared about trash in their life. This is so refreshing, especially in an Asian American context where “saving face” and not sharing problems publicly is valued.

My favorite line from today was shared by a sister who spoke very vulnerably about something she has been trusting God for several years. Although God has not answered her prayers as she has been hoping, she shared how she continues to trust in God’s goodness and faithfulness. She read a devotional by Rick Warren who wrote, “God is never in a hurry” and “God’s delay never destroy’s His purpose.” This struck me deeply, since I tend to be a very impatient and easily discouraged person. I was reminded today that the purpose of our relationship with God is not for our personal happiness or comfort, but for God’s glory and our sanctification.

It is a blessing to be able to serve alongside my Epic Movement co-workers. Even when we don’t always have our acts together, we can accept and cheer each other on along this path to work for far greater purposes than we can achieve on our own. Just one more reason I love my job! :-)

Back from the Catalyst Consultation

Friday, June 5th, 2009

Yes… it’s been a while since I’ve returned from the consultation, but I’ve needed a good bit of time to process things – and, in the meantime, summer project has gotten off to a running start. (You can read more about that in the previous post by Glennis.)

My three days at the consultation were jam-packed with all sorts of thought- and heart-provoking conversation and rumination. It’s taken me longer to mull over and absorb some things because I went to that gathering not knowing what to expect.

For one thing, I had no idea how much diversity would actually be represented in this gathering: not ethnic/cultural diversity, or even organizational diversity, but theological diversity. It was a good challenge for me to interact with, appreciate, and be blessed by people who hold different views on a handful of issues.

One of these issues was never addressed directly, but rather emerged in the course of the consultation. Church leaders representing both immigrant-founded, multi-generational churches and multi-ethnic, mostly 2nd+ generational churches were present, and leaders from both of these groups got to address the entire consultation. It was clear that each of these leaders believe strongly and passionately in their particular model for how to “do” church. What wasn’t made clear, at least from up front, was how we can work together for God’s Kingdom purposes without feeling antagonistic or competitive toward churches that embrace the other philosophy.

Additionally, it was a bit of a challenge to be the only Epic Movement / Campus Crusade person there. My introduction gave cause for a more than a few double-takes at my name tag: either my new friend had never heard of Epic before (the less common reason), or was simply surprised that Campus Crusade would send someone to such a gathering (the more common reason). I’m not sure what that says about Crusade as a whole, and I’m not a gung-ho Crusader by any means, but regardless, I’m glad I had a chance to represent our organization there, for better or worse – (hopefully for better).

As for what we discussed on my track in the consultation – called “Developing and Supporting Women Leaders” – I’ll save that for the next post. Hopefully I’ll be able to share a picture of us at the consultation then, too.

Success and Identity

Monday, May 18th, 2009

WSJ.com – You Might as Well Face It: You’re Addicted to Success — Click to read article

One of the interesting things I’m learning from church of all places are the functions/purposes of cities.  There are many functions and one of which is culture producing.  Compared to rural locals, cities are full of people with diverse ideas, methodologies, and personalities that are only bound to produce/improve/create ideas and sharpen people’s skill sets.  Cities add to culture via personal and communal competition – by the very nature of being in a place where there are a ton of people who are smart or great, if not smarter or greater than you.

One of the cultures out there is how career success is used to gain identity.  This is one of the cultures that are propagated on the college campus via teaching system, media, and personal interaction.  Don’t get me wrong, I am all for people being successful in what they do, I just think it’s dangerous to let that define who you are.

A good friend of mine sent the article above to me and this was his comment:

This is one of the most depressingly secular articles I’ve read in a while. A more appropriate title would be ‘If Your Idol Has Failed You, Find Another’.

This article suggests that the center of one’s life should not be ‘career success’, but rather moralism and relationships, which are, according to the writer, things “that can’t be stripped away.” But what if we can’t live up to our own moral standards? Or what if our family and friends let us down? What/whom can we cling to then???

Being a psych major, it was hard to sit through class sometimes because the remedies offered to help deal with issues were mainly ‘band-aids’ to heal the problem.   (One of the ways is mentioned in the article).

We are all in a position to help create and shape culture.  The gospel means ‘good news’ .  So how good is it to you?